''Lying next to him makes my heart race. I can't even close my eyes. All I see is his dark outline in the blackness of this room. I can feel his warmth like a fire underneath theses blankets. It makes me nervous when I hear his breathe stutter, but I know it will be just fine. When I finally fall asleep I wake up snuggled into his chest as one arm is wrapped around me. This surprises me and also makes me smile. I nuzzle my face back into his chest hoping he won't wake anytime soon.''